Hmmm, haven't written for a while... i don't think anyone actually read all this shit i wrote here... but anyway, who cares, just want to write it out...
Sometime i get really depressed when i think about all this mess we live in... honestly though, is there a point?...
does anyone who actually would make a difference still care...
yea yea, i know i always spout the "everyone can make a difference" crap... but do i even really believe it?
it's money that talks after all... money and power.... and usually when you have plenty enough of money, then you'll have power...
so are we a doomed race after all then... is sustainability just a far-fetched dream?
is it really impossible for us (or at least our current society) to co-exist with nature...
will we reach a techno-utopia, where the engineer's dream of creating machines that would sustain our existence on the planet be achieved?
Or will we fall into dystopia, and try to cling on to the slim hope of existence as the natural world around us crumbles....
coz to be honest... reaching a green utopia looks more and more impossible as time goes by...
...grim is our future... and i'm becoming depressed...
why am i studying environmental science then? dunno... the "feel good" factor i guess... the shrinking idealist in me still trying to hold on to that last glimmer of hope...
and well, who knows... as society starts to crumble in the face of gaia, my knowledge may be of some use...
pragmatic conservationism... yes... i think i hold this view now...
since trying to conserve everything seems to become more and more of a lost cause... then better focus on those that you might actually be able to conserve...
...sliding down the idealism-realism scale...
and does anyone who matters give a shit? meh, who cares...
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